For Teddy that I loved

This is a poem for someone dear to me. It was distance that has kept us apart. It was distance that we were not able to talk and clear things out. Here's a part of that letter.


Teddy,

It was that day
When everything around me look in dismay
I found it out through instincts
And these strong feelings led me to burst
breathing becomes a burden
Air is so hard to grasp
It was the first time to see my heart shatter
Can't seem to know where it scatter.

I've wrote your name for hundred of times
crumpled the paper and throw it out to the ground
I don't see why my heart says you still got a chance
Wondering what could be the reason
why I continued to breath on
But when I was on my knees crying
And the crumpled paper was lying
I see the words

love you

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