What's Inside Your Bag?

I would like to share the things inside my bag. I don't have pictures of them but I hope these pictures will help you visualize it.

What are inside the bag of a girl spells out who the girl is.

Things inside my bag are:

Make up bag. Inside of the this bag are lipstick, powder, perfume, lotion, lip gloss, and etc.

I got one notebook inside my bag.

Vitamin C

A coin purse. (Thanks to iStockphto)

Some CDs. Files from the office.

Wallet

Book by John Maxwell. Developing the leader within you

My checkbook. Don't leave home without it. (I don't own a credit card)

I am a book lover and I sometimes wear stilletos. (Lol)

What the World Needs Now

Do you remember that song, What the world needs now is love? It is sang many times and yet we don't understand it.

I got a question to ask. Is it that hard to give love? Or you only choose those whom you will give love?

I have been reading a lot of articles on the web regarding violence, sexual assault, and anything to a degree of unlikeable to my conscious mind. Surely does tell me I am still lucky. Somehow it got me to thinking am I really lucky or I was unlucky? Ironic feelings isn't it? Lucky because I was not the victim. Unlucky because I have been reckoning life's difficulties that seems to be impassable.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.

My other question is, how do we start giving love? Or spreading love?

Sick

I am sick
literally

very sunny in the morning
getting dark around 9 am
rain starts to fall at 10 am
goes heavy till the afternoon

I am sick
with politics

they love Obama
I don't know Obama
Bush endorses McCain
Who is he?

I am sick
with life

no matter how hard you do
someone still pulling you down
it don't even matter to them
they'll say, Who the f**k are you?

I am sick
with dreaming

it always make me weak
maybe because it shows me what I want
but it never happens
and I'm so sick of that

I am sick
with loving

you give
but no one appreciate it.
you share
but one will get jealous

I am sick
literally

Dreaming

And so the dreams are just dreams
And so the dreams are hopes
And so hopes are just dreams
And so hopes and dreams resides where?

And so we can't make dreams come true?
And so dreams coming true are luck
And so luck are for some people
And so luck are not for everyone

And so are we unlucky?
And so some lucky people can no longer be reached
And so the unlucky ones are struggling to be like the lucky ones
And so the lucky ones are calling us fools

And so we are just dreaming
And so we are just hoping
And so dreaming
And so hoping

Random Thoughts....

I feel alive again....
I would like to..
Do I have to ask?
Is it gonna be a yes?
Or should I wait for *** to ask...
** said it's easier to ask now...
Do I have to wait?
Is it gonna be right to be involve again after the heartache?
Do I have to care about the past?
It is the past so I dumped it..

The battle of my heart and mind
increasing heart's beat to vanish doubting thoughts
struggling what should be done first
can't move, would want to move

sunshine it is
but there's sunset
and so the body rest for awhile
but the heart keeps on beating
while the mind is at rest

I am happy but am still afraid to ask
should I ask or should I give it awhile...
breaking the heart is easy
but giving the heart again is hard

would you dance with me?
or should I say it relentlessly..
and honestly

Maybe later
Not now for sure
later is better..

who should I choose?
that one
this one
or the another one

can't make up yet
I like this one
I like that one too
not the other one for **'s no longer free

this one is vocal
that one is not even sure what **'s feelings are
should I follow my heart?
or I should give time?
for I need time as well..

Precious Friendship

Me and my college buddies never get tired of talking again and again the foolishness during college days.

If we do hang out together, we will probably stay at a coffee shop or someplace to eat and just talk.






I hope the group will last for a lifetime.

Gratitude

My cousin, Achi Michelle, posted her very own words about gratitude. Now, here's what I say about gratitude.

Often people, when faced with too much luck, they talk about gratitude to almost everyone who has helped them for it truly made them better. Then stop saying thank you after a while, I must say they have said it why would you have to say it again.

Gratitude does not end with saying thank you. It does not end by merely saying it out loud but with how you will react it after saying thank you. It is easier said than done. Amazing it is to see one saying thank you after helping him and then turns his back on you and after a day or two that person does not even know what you have done to him.

I would like to say thank you to the following:

1. God
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. Siblings
5. Mamu
6. Cousins
7. Friends (Gaburongza, Boink, Chat, Daisy, Mitch)
8. New found friends online (Shawn, Jesse, Amanda)

Bless the Broken Road

My twitter buddy, @jesatiu, gave me this song.



Apparently, it made me cry. Indeed God bless the broken road, but right now, with what has been done, northern star no longer leads me back to you. Northern star might have someone else for me and I am quite excited to see that. I'm all open arms now. I welcome anybody who would boldly would ask me to dance.

I like that beat of the heart when you don't know what's next to one thing but you are sure this and that will happen only because you have seen it in the eyes of that person. Of course, you would know if he don't like you.

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars

This is the part that I like for it is not just applicable to any broken hearted but it is actually for anything that you feel right now. You wouldn't be happy now if you were not sad yesterday. Or you wouldn't be who you are now if nobody stooped you down before. Or you wouldn't be stronger now if you weren't dumped yesterday.

It simply says, there is far more better man for me. Could it be you? (hmmmm.....)

Ponkans from Jim

Ponkans, ponkans, ponkans

Don't want to eat them just stare at them.

Thanks Doc for the pictures.

This is Dr. Jim Haw. Picture taken at Basti's Brew