Missing Half of my Life
A lot of things had happened. At first, I was ok, but as days went on I began to feel hurt and pain and misery. The past 3 years I've loved only him. There was nothing that surrounds me nor anything that would come up to my mind but him. I certainly do want to cry now. I would want to shout it out. I would want to linger on to the memories but it cuts deep into my heart. Tearing it apart from its normal size. I don't know what will be in the next days. I don't know how will I take it. I don't know how to deal with it. Exactly right now, I don't wanna think about it and certainly I don't wanna make a move. Accepting it makes it worse for me, but I know I got to and I know I have to.
Why is it that it has do go this way. Why can't I just make a turn and simply forget about it. Jerry Jerry Jerry...