Nonsense New Year Resolution

A new year and a new promises to one self. Why? Is it because people are realizing they've got to change because they have to be good for the new year? Or they are just telling us that these are the promises and promises are made to be broken.

It is so not entertaining for one to tell everyone that he's/she's going to do better this year and he or she is no longer gonna be this and that. One should grow up and stop mumbling stupid resolutions. One does not hold the fate in his or her hands. One has to acknowledge that he or she is human and that humans shape and mold his future through his or her decision today. So if one decide to be good this 2008, he or she will never be good at all. Why? Because his or her body does not tell nor change for the better.

If you want to change then change now. How? Don't tell people about it. Tell yourself.

No one cares if you say you'll change. They will care if they see changes on you.

Some say, I will not cheat. You won't cheat this 2008 only if you tell your partner you cheated last 2007. Changes means acceptance and acceptance means forgiveness. Then there is serenity and pureness.

Resolutions are futile if there was no actions to it.

Nonsense.

Word of Honor

Recently, I received an email from someone in India. His name is Aditya and this is his email to me.

Hi,

Do you remember me?

I had asked for your address to send you a birthday card from India? (aditya@aditto.info)

Well, I have been reading your blog. I am adding it to my favorite blogs... http://aditto.wordpress.com

I love to read your blog and it reflects a good intellect and a very deep understanding of life in and around yourself.

Keep writing.
Best wishes.
Aditya.

Thank you so much for the kind words. I never intend to write to get appreciation but I only intend to say what I want to say. It all started with one comment someone told me. He said, "This girl doesn't know what the internet is all about. Let's see what this stalker will give us in the future."

I was called a stalker by a person who's surname was Ross. I didn't like the way he talked about me because he made me a campus online buzz. As much as I want the attention because I was just a new blogger at that time, I didn't like the way it all started. I don't want to be following someone or stalking someone. I am Asian and I am proud of that but the mere fact that they think I am a stalker and because I am an Asian doesn't give him the right to talk that way. In every word that I write on this blog are words that are carefully chosen so that I can avoid any racist act or anything that can hurt ones feelings towards what I call freedom of speech.

I got furious but I don't want to stoop down to their level and argue with them. I stopped. I don't want to fight about it because in their mind, I was only a typical Asian girl who has something to say but who cares. Nobody cares what my thoughts are and what I say about life. I stood up to that decision and in a year, I've opened up, met new people online. I was trying to understand their culture and their beliefs. I was trying to make them understand my side as well. Some accepted who I am and what I stand. Others retracted because I was a waste of time.

What I strongly believe is that my life is the result to how others look at me, and how others look at me is a result of what I am to them, as what they've known who I am and where I come from. The only people that knows me best is myself, my friends and my family. What other people know me less are the ones who look at where I come from, a general judgment.

My posts, my articles, my sentences, my phrases, and my words sums up to who I am.

Honor, Courage, Internet

I'd like to use my blog to make a shout out to all Americans to support eMailOurMilitary.com. Click on the title post and it will lead you to another blog that explains why you should be part of this support group.

I know I would look like a fool because I'm a Filipino and yet I'm supporting this group. My idea here is to support through this blog and may the message get to you who don't know anything bout eMailOurMilitary.com. Through my computer and my blog and the internet, I'm gonna support in anyway I could.

The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hard part is doing it.
Norman Schwarzkopf: Famous Military Quotes

Wicked Agenda

I am disappointed that some people are using me to go up of the ladder. I worked hard to get to where I am, and the only thing that is so precious to me right now is me credibility to others who know me.

What I do at work is entirely the same with what I do when I am not at work. I live a life both online and offline. What I am offline is the same as to who I am online. I don't want to hide anything for I'd like to start wandering as a nomad as the person whom I introduced to the common public, may it be online or offline.

I have this huge dream board. The dream board was set aside when I am disappointed but I would hurry back and put it in front of me again, especially when I am sleeping and waking up, I have to see that dream board. With that dream board, I was able to come up with a blog title, "Wandering Nomad" It is redundant but I like the way it sound plus I can be going to this place again and again so I think it is okay to use that title. I only love to travel. That's my agenda. I am aware that some people's agenda are not the same with my agenda. They might not know it but somehow a good agenda can in turn be a bad or wicked agenda, or I might not know it that to others my agenda is a wicked agenda. But how do you make an agenda a good agenda? It is a simple answer, be true to what you just told your listeners.

I tell my readers that this blog tells who I am. When I speak at a large crowd, I tell them who I am. No more, no less. I don't have to use other people's name to get to where I am now. Before, some laugh at me because somehow my posts sucks. I am aware of that but I won't get to be a good writer in the future if I don't write bad posts today. Annoying it may be, but some readers are into reading just to find faults from the doings of another. Some writers are into writing because they wanna be talking about another person and hide their faces so they won't be hunted. Sad but true, and I respect that for they want it that way. I am not born to be a clone for another but I am born to be a catalyst to another.

This personal blog contains my thoughts, my work, my life, my love, my rant, and other stuff that I love to do and admire. You can disregard it. There may be two or three reasons why you don't like it. I know one, you simply don't like it because your ego got hurt. You simply could not deny that you were using me to your wicked agenda. On the contrary, I like the attention though.

I Had a Dream

It was totally nothing at all. It was just for fun and I didn't expect to be treated like this. Now, I feel guilty because I never started this with enthusiasm nor hope this can bring me something later. I just let it all go with the flow and now I am greatly impressed by how things are turning out to be. The unusual dream for me. My ever relentless dream of becoming someone and be accepted with delight and much eagerness to at least hear my thoughts. I continue to ponder if this is all true, don't want to at least consider this as the adventure to the unknown but somehow I can't seem not to think that this might be another dream and it is not unusual.

How do you ever define the unusual from the usual or ordinary dream?

Why do some people like to stick to old school and don't want to welcome what's new and embraced reality that this is life. It is supposed to change and we are supposed to adapt. And so because you decided not to adapt and ask me why, do expect that I will tell you the hard truth.

People I Care For Online

Devyl Gyrl: @Hunee .....awwww *huggles* You KnOW I love you. Even when you are bratty or you don't do what you should (take care of yourself!). You're always my sweet Twitterdaughter, and one of my dearest friends. *big hugs* Love you :) LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU *giggles*

Jesse aka jesatiu aka Jesse Loop: no songs nor writings nor comments can ever truly exactly state just how wonderfully open and honestly you share your emotions of love for life on the planet.
You truly are one of those remarkable and exceptional people who walk the earth in the mold of the force of creation, a force borne of love and inspiration for living, for life.
wear your smile-the world needs it, always.

Jack Lhasa: @Hunee don't know what I'd do without you sis! My sister(@Hunee) is probably in the process of getting me into trouble.

Happy 1 Year of Blogging to Wandering Nomad

I guess I really have a lot to tell don't I? One year is still young to me but I already had 310 blog posts.

Yay! to me.

Thanks everyone for reading the craps of Hunee's brainiac ideas, if you haven't read them all you better because I will crack you up. Thanks for sticking to my everyday whining. Thank you too for leaving comments.

I thought I was Ok

Beautiful week for me. It didn't tell me anything that there'll be something that will happen by mid-week. I thought I was Ok, but I was not. Neglecting something important will put you to test somehow. Humans are always hard headed. I can attest to that. I am hard headed.

Always been doing this since college. I just don't know why it has happened that way. I can either look at it as a lesson or I can stay hard headed as always. I choose to be hard headed again. If I keep telling myself I am weak then I will be weak forever.

I am not ok. I have to be ok. I will be ok.

So there I go again. Hope you'll read more of my posts soon.