25.7.07
Lo dubito
Ci sono periodi in mezzo delle difficoltà e dei dubbi se siete di destra o errati, là qualcosa accadono che marche voi felici. Uno cosa che sta importunandolo è che se sono di destra o errato levarsi in piedi a che cosa penso è giusto contrario a che cosa altri pensano quale sono sono così errato. A volte credo nelle accuse che sia torto in modo da lo ha importunato perché potrebbe andare indietro me ed interesserà che cosa giornalmente gradisco il mio lavoro. Alla conclusione di pensare giornaliere, sembra a sia è l'altro senso intorno. Ho ottenuto che cosa sto aspettando e quella persona che lo contraddice perde qualcosa. Era giusto un evento ordinario o è questo un prova che sono di destra? È duro essere umano. Devo passare e sto camminando lentamente ancora pensando a questo proposito ma sono benissimo come ero prima.
24.7.07
For Those Who Read My Blog
I started blogging since May this year, and I like doing it. Whether it'll cause me trouble or not, I say what I want to say only because I don't like other means to say it. This blog is all about what I feel and my reactions to things said and done to me or not to me or to those that is seen by the naked eye.
As I've checked my Google Analytics, I was surprised that other people from different places in this world checked out my blog. Some put their comments while others just read them through. I know from the very start that soon this will happen but I didn't expect that it'll happen sooner. I also know that if this is read by just anyone then I should be careful with what I write, exactly what I did from the very start. If you ever notice that some write ups are all about me being so mad about something or someone. Do take note that I did not write their names on to protect those people whether they are close to me or not. There are a lot of people who does not like the way I do blogging. Someone told me yesterday that if they get affected only because they knew I was pertaining to them or I was too obvious I was writing about them. Which is right, and the person who told me that is none other than a pastor at a church.
Some people make reactions in the way they want it to be known to the other like say it out without considering there might be other reasons. While there are others who would rather say it in another way.
For those who read my blog:
From the Philippines
(Quezon, Parañaque, Cebu, Davao)
Maraming Salamat Po!
From the United States
(Fresno, Pleasanton, La Jolla, Irvine, Salt Lake City, Orlando, Miami, Hilliard, Richardson, Shreveport, Edmonds, Alexandria and Southfield)
Thanks a lot!
From the United Kingdom
(London, New Castle Upon Tyne)
Thank you so much!
From Germany
(Berlin and Nuremberg)
Danke soviel Völker!
From Belgium
(Brussels)
Danke soviel Völker!
Merci tellement !
From New Zealand
(North Shore)
Thank you!
From Italy
Grazie così tanto!
From Mexico
(Villahermosa)
¡Gracias!
From Switzerland
(Zurich)
Danke die Schweiz!
Grazie la Svizzera!
Merci la Suisse !
From Pakistan
Thank you so much!
From Belarus
(Minsk)
Thanks!
From Senegal
(Dakar)
Thanks!
From Canada
(London)
Thank you so much!
From France
(Paris)
Merci tellement !
From Ireland
Thanks!
Thanks a lot to those who left a comment. Comments do help me improve my blog. Hope to see your names sooner people.
As I've checked my Google Analytics, I was surprised that other people from different places in this world checked out my blog. Some put their comments while others just read them through. I know from the very start that soon this will happen but I didn't expect that it'll happen sooner. I also know that if this is read by just anyone then I should be careful with what I write, exactly what I did from the very start. If you ever notice that some write ups are all about me being so mad about something or someone. Do take note that I did not write their names on to protect those people whether they are close to me or not. There are a lot of people who does not like the way I do blogging. Someone told me yesterday that if they get affected only because they knew I was pertaining to them or I was too obvious I was writing about them. Which is right, and the person who told me that is none other than a pastor at a church.
Some people make reactions in the way they want it to be known to the other like say it out without considering there might be other reasons. While there are others who would rather say it in another way.
For those who read my blog:
From the Philippines
(Quezon, Parañaque, Cebu, Davao)
Maraming Salamat Po!
From the United States
(Fresno, Pleasanton, La Jolla, Irvine, Salt Lake City, Orlando, Miami, Hilliard, Richardson, Shreveport, Edmonds, Alexandria and Southfield)
Thanks a lot!
From the United Kingdom
(London, New Castle Upon Tyne)
Thank you so much!
From Germany
(Berlin and Nuremberg)
Danke soviel Völker!
From Belgium
(Brussels)
Danke soviel Völker!
Merci tellement !
From New Zealand
(North Shore)
Thank you!
From Italy
Grazie così tanto!
From Mexico
(Villahermosa)
¡Gracias!
From Switzerland
(Zurich)
Danke die Schweiz!
Grazie la Svizzera!
Merci la Suisse !
From Pakistan
Thank you so much!
From Belarus
(Minsk)
Thanks!
From Senegal
(Dakar)
Thanks!
From Canada
(London)
Thank you so much!
From France
(Paris)
Merci tellement !
From Ireland
Thanks!
Thanks a lot to those who left a comment. Comments do help me improve my blog. Hope to see your names sooner people.
23.7.07
Sonntag Traurigkeit
它應該是一放鬆的天但它結果是一哀傷一個。首先, 他們全都恨我。其次, 他們聽起來如他們永遠將恨我。
我不意味接觸他們的自我但是我看的方式是他們得到了創傷與什麼我寫。我寫了結束損害他們的一些詞因為它是他們和首先, 我從未寫了他們的名字對此。他們受傷。我受傷當我寫了它擊倒但我必須讓它繼續和行動。
我並且認為他們要我說抱歉。我抱歉。它會是足夠嗎? 我認為不如此, 我將說抱歉因為我傷害了他們。它不是我的意圖傷害他們所以我沒有寫他們的名字對此。我會想要讓它在我外面因此我寫它擊倒。居於誰也許讀它從未會知道誰他們是因為我沒有說名字根本。
我仍然知道I 聲音如我想要證明某事, 並且我。我想要證明對他們, 這是我。我會關心如果某事發生在他們並且我知道他們做太但我的呼喊是我會希望您照料我既使它太一點。我想要睡覺。您會關心嗎? 請?
我不意味接觸他們的自我但是我看的方式是他們得到了創傷與什麼我寫。我寫了結束損害他們的一些詞因為它是他們和首先, 我從未寫了他們的名字對此。他們受傷。我受傷當我寫了它擊倒但我必須讓它繼續和行動。
我並且認為他們要我說抱歉。我抱歉。它會是足夠嗎? 我認為不如此, 我將說抱歉因為我傷害了他們。它不是我的意圖傷害他們所以我沒有寫他們的名字對此。我會想要讓它在我外面因此我寫它擊倒。居於誰也許讀它從未會知道誰他們是因為我沒有說名字根本。
我仍然知道I 聲音如我想要證明某事, 並且我。我想要證明對他們, 這是我。我會關心如果某事發生在他們並且我知道他們做太但我的呼喊是我會希望您照料我既使它太一點。我想要睡覺。您會關心嗎? 請?
Détestez-moi... m'aiment
Détestez-moi parce que je ne suis pas vos commandes. N'importe ce que vous suffirez et ce que vous me direz toujours me doivent suivre mes instincts sur prendre la décision sur qui à ce qui à dire au sujet de quelque chose ou de quelqu'un parce que ce seul est moi et moi.
Aimez-moi parce que vous pouvez obtenir quelque chose de moi ou parce que vous juste m'aimez pour moi suis ce qui suis j'et vous aimez que parce que je fais un stand à ce que je dis et .
See, I can write in some other language. I love reading this book.
Aimez-moi parce que vous pouvez obtenir quelque chose de moi ou parce que vous juste m'aimez pour moi suis ce qui suis j'et vous aimez que parce que je fais un stand à ce que je dis et .
See, I can write in some other language. I love reading this book.
Justice? Just this? or Just Tiis?
Said and done. No matter how hard you wanna bring it back, it'll never come back.
Justice for me is when someone commits mistakes and everyone agreed to punish him in prison. Justice is rightfulness or lawfulness, as of a claim or title. When someone disagree then he shall be condemned. When someone does not conform to what is righteous to someone it brings bad meaning to someone so they impose such justice.
Just This is something that you know can be considered but then again it is unlawful and not right to the eyes of someone else. You would want to react but you couldn't because it's Just This.
Just Tiis is something that comes along with Just This. You don't want to make comment nor make accusations when you know you have your own point and views and you just decide not to share it.
This morning, on my way to work, one school girl seated next to me made a sound using the coin tap on the steel bar which is normally done by anyone else. The girl was quite scared to say, "Tabi lang po." The jeepney driver was angry because he did not hear it all. I made a comment on she's just a little girl leave it alone. There everyone looked at me. I said, "So? Do you want to your kids to be told like that?" Then they said, "She was tapping the steel bar about 5 minutes ago, it was your radio that causes you not hear the tap."
Indeed, it was justice for my part. As for the little girl, only because she was just little, she would think it is Just This, when you are still small and elders think they are elders and they know better Just This and Just Tiis is the only thing to do.
Everyone is not the same, everyone is not born to be identical to each other nor a prototype of another. We have our own righteous ways, and conformities that will not be just to another. There is no such thing as we should do this and that because it is set by the society we live in. Neither it is the way things should be. Move on, adapt and live along. If you get hurt tell them the way you want it to be if they don't like so be it, you don't live to please them.
Justice for me is when someone commits mistakes and everyone agreed to punish him in prison. Justice is rightfulness or lawfulness, as of a claim or title. When someone disagree then he shall be condemned. When someone does not conform to what is righteous to someone it brings bad meaning to someone so they impose such justice.
Just This is something that you know can be considered but then again it is unlawful and not right to the eyes of someone else. You would want to react but you couldn't because it's Just This.
Just Tiis is something that comes along with Just This. You don't want to make comment nor make accusations when you know you have your own point and views and you just decide not to share it.
This morning, on my way to work, one school girl seated next to me made a sound using the coin tap on the steel bar which is normally done by anyone else. The girl was quite scared to say, "Tabi lang po." The jeepney driver was angry because he did not hear it all. I made a comment on she's just a little girl leave it alone. There everyone looked at me. I said, "So? Do you want to your kids to be told like that?" Then they said, "She was tapping the steel bar about 5 minutes ago, it was your radio that causes you not hear the tap."
Indeed, it was justice for my part. As for the little girl, only because she was just little, she would think it is Just This, when you are still small and elders think they are elders and they know better Just This and Just Tiis is the only thing to do.
Everyone is not the same, everyone is not born to be identical to each other nor a prototype of another. We have our own righteous ways, and conformities that will not be just to another. There is no such thing as we should do this and that because it is set by the society we live in. Neither it is the way things should be. Move on, adapt and live along. If you get hurt tell them the way you want it to be if they don't like so be it, you don't live to please them.
21.7.07
Transformers
I haven't made anything for the movie "Transformers" yet. I've totally forgot to do one article for the movie.
I've watched the movie along with Kuya Dax and Dr. Janet Pacifico. Dr. Janet would say, "If it's not a good movie then you have to pay me back." When we got inside the cinema, you would see a lot of Davaoeños are watching this sci-fi movie. I love it when they were cartoons, I love them more now that they are real. Specially now that they made a real size of a transformer. Wow!!!
I wanna clap my hands while I was watching it, and I wanna shout when I was watching it. All others who are in the movie house are clapping and cheering every time the Autobots kick **s.
It was on good sci-fi movie. Good job Micheal Bay.
I've watched the movie along with Kuya Dax and Dr. Janet Pacifico. Dr. Janet would say, "If it's not a good movie then you have to pay me back." When we got inside the cinema, you would see a lot of Davaoeños are watching this sci-fi movie. I love it when they were cartoons, I love them more now that they are real. Specially now that they made a real size of a transformer. Wow!!!
I wanna clap my hands while I was watching it, and I wanna shout when I was watching it. All others who are in the movie house are clapping and cheering every time the Autobots kick **s.
It was on good sci-fi movie. Good job Micheal Bay.
For Someone Out There
I am going to republish this blog and make it not too obvious as for the request of the person whom this blog is address to.
My Teddy would always tell me I am bad in a way for others but I am actually telling them to grow up. It would be easier to hear it from someone you know that from someone whom you don't know and you've heard them talking about you.
I'm sharing you this because I thought you might want to share it to some people you know as well. My real mother would always tell me, "Everyone is beautiful in some other ways and when collected together, it is the thing that makes the world round." I call this "Hey! Don't look at me. Look at yourself."
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water, at the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.My point here is that, in each one of us there is imperfection. No matter how hard we try to make things better. In my case, I am too frank and most of the times I say it bluntly without knowing that I've hurt the ones near me and they will all presume I am so bad. Honestly, I stand to what I say and because I am that kind of person, others would appreciate my big mouth only because it has opened a big door of what is reality all about.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.
After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house."
My Teddy would always tell me I am bad in a way for others but I am actually telling them to grow up. It would be easier to hear it from someone you know that from someone whom you don't know and you've heard them talking about you.
I'm sharing you this because I thought you might want to share it to some people you know as well. My real mother would always tell me, "Everyone is beautiful in some other ways and when collected together, it is the thing that makes the world round." I call this "Hey! Don't look at me. Look at yourself."
20.7.07
Happy Birthday Mom
November 1, 1998, the day my mom died. It has been 9 years and I still don't understand why she died.
Mom left for Taiwan, leaving her 4 kids behind. I am the eldest of the family, so I was the only one who was confused on why she has to leave. Dad worked in a big company, we were all in private schools so I thought we were alright. I miss childhood, it was when Mom was more caring and you can see her all day in the house. It was a happy family back then, but I guess my parents fight because everything are changing. I think they do fight, I seldom see them fight but I'm sure they have that little fights that I don't know.
Why does she has to leave then? At my young age, I began to think that Dad is not earning that much to support all 4, 3 in a private schools and 1 who is still 3 years old.
When I was in high school, waking up in the morning, getting ready for school and you can see your mom making breakfast for all of you making sure all we need are there. By the time we are about to leave the house for school, Mom won't be there to make sure I took the school bus. I understand that Mom has a little store to attend to and if she won't be there early then she will lose some.
High school graduation, again my Mom was not there to see me receive that rolled paper when I get in front and shake hands with someone. It was not unusual to me, maybe because at that time I was really not that dependent to my parents. I understand them and besides I'm the eldest so I have to adjust and understand.
Here comes college, and Mom wants Ateneo de Davao University. I got in, she's happy that made me happy as well. Dad is a typical father who works for the family, doesn't like to talk about something. In short, my family is an average family whose parents wants the best for their kids.
Mom decided to leave for Taiwan and work as a domestic helper (DH). I was a little shocked with the news especially when I heard that DH sometimes suffer in the hands of their employer. I began to feel anger and asking why but I know I got to control myself or else I would hurt Mom's feelings. She left, February 3, 1998, I just knew she was leaving when the Supperferry was far from where it was docked. I won't be able to see Mom on the 18th birthday.
Even if Mom was just new to Taiwan and she's earning not that much to support herself and her needs from the coldness of Taiwan, she sends me money to spend my 18th birthday. Another important day in my life that my mother missed.
School year 1998, was the year when our youngest will go to school. She's happy and does not know anything of what I call family problem. I don't know anything of parenting. My brother continues on to do what he loves to do. My sister continues on to experience what is like to have a crush. My youngest sister now explores the world outside the gated house. I began to face problems that I never encountered before.
October 23, 1998, mom called. She told us she was sick and were sorry she was not able to call months before. Few days after, rather, the first day of November 1998, she died. It was 12nn here and Dad didn't know yet the news of what happened to Mom.
I missed her. I never really did anything nor both of us have done something like a mother-daughter thing. She was always busy. I am busy tying to see the world in front of me. I don't regret anything at all, it brings another purpose in me. Whatever happened to me after Mom died, it had made me stronger.
In my case, I have to lose my Mom in order for me to be strong. I am positive now that whatever comes out of my sisters and brothers that's because I was stronger and I made it through all the hardships with them as my inspiration. I am a better person now. I say I am, I don't know what others can say about me.
Mom left for Taiwan, leaving her 4 kids behind. I am the eldest of the family, so I was the only one who was confused on why she has to leave. Dad worked in a big company, we were all in private schools so I thought we were alright. I miss childhood, it was when Mom was more caring and you can see her all day in the house. It was a happy family back then, but I guess my parents fight because everything are changing. I think they do fight, I seldom see them fight but I'm sure they have that little fights that I don't know.
Why does she has to leave then? At my young age, I began to think that Dad is not earning that much to support all 4, 3 in a private schools and 1 who is still 3 years old.
When I was in high school, waking up in the morning, getting ready for school and you can see your mom making breakfast for all of you making sure all we need are there. By the time we are about to leave the house for school, Mom won't be there to make sure I took the school bus. I understand that Mom has a little store to attend to and if she won't be there early then she will lose some.
High school graduation, again my Mom was not there to see me receive that rolled paper when I get in front and shake hands with someone. It was not unusual to me, maybe because at that time I was really not that dependent to my parents. I understand them and besides I'm the eldest so I have to adjust and understand.
Here comes college, and Mom wants Ateneo de Davao University. I got in, she's happy that made me happy as well. Dad is a typical father who works for the family, doesn't like to talk about something. In short, my family is an average family whose parents wants the best for their kids.
Mom decided to leave for Taiwan and work as a domestic helper (DH). I was a little shocked with the news especially when I heard that DH sometimes suffer in the hands of their employer. I began to feel anger and asking why but I know I got to control myself or else I would hurt Mom's feelings. She left, February 3, 1998, I just knew she was leaving when the Supperferry was far from where it was docked. I won't be able to see Mom on the 18th birthday.
Even if Mom was just new to Taiwan and she's earning not that much to support herself and her needs from the coldness of Taiwan, she sends me money to spend my 18th birthday. Another important day in my life that my mother missed.
School year 1998, was the year when our youngest will go to school. She's happy and does not know anything of what I call family problem. I don't know anything of parenting. My brother continues on to do what he loves to do. My sister continues on to experience what is like to have a crush. My youngest sister now explores the world outside the gated house. I began to face problems that I never encountered before.
October 23, 1998, mom called. She told us she was sick and were sorry she was not able to call months before. Few days after, rather, the first day of November 1998, she died. It was 12nn here and Dad didn't know yet the news of what happened to Mom.
I missed her. I never really did anything nor both of us have done something like a mother-daughter thing. She was always busy. I am busy tying to see the world in front of me. I don't regret anything at all, it brings another purpose in me. Whatever happened to me after Mom died, it had made me stronger.
In my case, I have to lose my Mom in order for me to be strong. I am positive now that whatever comes out of my sisters and brothers that's because I was stronger and I made it through all the hardships with them as my inspiration. I am a better person now. I say I am, I don't know what others can say about me.
A Person of Influence
One of the greatest things about becoming a person of influence is that you actually get to see the lives of others change before your eyes. What is greater is that the person whom you influence becomes an influencer to another person or persons.
Here's what I got from reading a book:
The idea of influencing others happens everyday in our lives. When we get to sell something to someone we influence that person to buy the product we are selling. A simple talk might turn to be a new insight to another thus creating an impact to that person. It can change her life or ruin her life as well.
Start to be a positive influencer today.
Here's what I got from reading a book:
- modeling integrity with everyone you come into contact with
- nurturing the people in your life to make them feel valued
- showing faith in others so that they believe in themselves
- listening to them so that you can build your relationship with them
- understanding them so that you can help them achieve their dreams
- enlarging them in order to increase their potential
- navigating them through life's difficulties until they can do it themselves
- connecting with them so that you can move them to a higher level
- empowering them to become the person they were created to be
- reproducing other leaders so that your influence continues to grow through others
The idea of influencing others happens everyday in our lives. When we get to sell something to someone we influence that person to buy the product we are selling. A simple talk might turn to be a new insight to another thus creating an impact to that person. It can change her life or ruin her life as well.
Start to be a positive influencer today.
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